This week has really brought me clarity on many experiences that are happening in my life right now. I have been faced with decision making scenarios that really test my confidence. Seeing things unfold in ways I haven’t thought of is a very interesting experience…especially when it seems like the way I thought of would have been more ideal. I know the universe has my back and will lay out the path for me that is supposed to happen. Its a hell of a ride sometimes. This whole journey through the Master Key experience has been so awesome! I feel like I have so much more to learn and I cant wait until the continuation and the next course! I will continue to work on myself through the daily drills, cards, reads, and sits. Its like where do we go from here right? I am having fun and I know that there is lots more to learn about myself, and TONS of things I need to improve on. I believe I wouldn’t be able to recognize those areas for improvement if I haven’t been spending this time with MKMMA. I have areas of disappointment in myself for not doing 100% of the work, at the same time I am super proud of myself for sticking with it and I’m very excited to get better and better.
Probably the hugest experience for me this week was a night where I was searching for answers to some challenges that I was wrestling with…I was pacing around all night(literally like 4 hrs+) picking up random books in my collection to read a line or 2 here and there. Every single book I randomly opened gave me insight on conquering fear and how fear is the #1 reason for failure. Being a student of information I feel like I should already know this, however at that very moment I realized that fear has been an obstacle holding me back, the next book I picked up was the Master Key and landed on Part 23…
“Fear is the opposite of money consciousness, it is the poverty consciousness, and as the law is unchangeable we get exactly what we give. If we give fear, we get what we feared.”
This quote was put on a card and in my hand for a very long time as I sat on my patio looking at the beautiful skyline and pondering. It changed me.
My future self is an amazing, loving, considerate, confident, honest, open minded, willing, and wealthy person. I am learning more about him every day.
“Post on time this week!” (yells my future self)
…So I am!
What a learning experience this week has brought me, I am so thankful, grateful, and appreciative for all the information I have experienced such as the “The Law of Least Effort” which has reeally liberated me from the pressure that my old blue print puts on myself for not being perfect. Its such a relief to find out like…WOW I really can do this! I am finding myself applying acceptance, responsibility, and defenselessness in the midst of what I used to consider crisis situations such as other peoples decisions as well as my own…when in the recent past, I was more afraid of making the wrong ones. I am not perfect on these and there have been times where I could have made more effective decisions lately, however I feel changes in this area more and more everyday…the funny part is that I am realizing that I have been growing in this area before I learned this week of these terms that refer to it. This weeks material was made for me to hear at this very specific time in my life. No sooner or later could it have been more perfectly aligned…I suppose thats the way of the universe.
Silence feels more silent than ever and its even more exciting to know that my sits will only grow more powerful as I continue to learn about myself.
The stacks of cards complete me and I shall continue to apply them for the rest of my life. I cant wait until the part of my DMP is fulfilled when I have my enormous library…complete with all subjects of countless books and infinite stacks of my cards surrounding my beautiful presidential mahogany desk, in-floor concealable jacuzzi, massage table, and fire place overlooking the ocean through walls of glass in the largest room of my home…THE FOCUS ZONE!
“The money consciousness is an attitude of mind.” “Fear is just the opposite of money consciousness, it is poverty consciousness.”
These statements in the this week’s master key have been on my mind all week. This part 23 has really put the information of my thinking into very practical and easier-to-understand terms like never before. Especially in dealing with others I am surrounded with in my daily life…”We make money by making friends and we enlarge our circle of friends by making money for them.” I feel so grateful for the business I am in and how this information applies to every single aspect of it since I work so closely with people all the time. This part validates that I will have what I desire as long as I help others achieve what they desire. I have been engulfed this week in helping others and it feels so fantastic. My random acts of kindness have been so powerful this week and the look on people’s faces when they realize I don’t expect any reciprocity brightens my day. Its priceless. I love myself for the person I AM and even more so the person I am becoming. I AM enjoying the race and the “pleasure of the pursuit” more and more.
As always I have also had opportunities this week to test my ability to demonstrate poise and mastering my emotions as others have really challenged my limits that my old blue print would have snapped at and reacted to. Im so proud of myself for being able to look at situations from all conceivable angles(for the most part..) and even more so for being able to allow the challenging conversations to flow with all the harmony I could muster up.
This video I found opened my eyes to so many things this week and causes me to have such an immeasurable respect for Jim Carrey and his wealth of knowledge that he is willing to share as such a caring person. Its a must see!
I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious, and happy.
This week has been such a great opportunity for me to really focus more on where I am with the information.
Going back through the videos has cleared up so much for me. Living in the experience instead of playing the roles was so profound to me because it gives me relief that I just have to “Be” and allow my life to flow through me while I enjoy the process. I am so excited about my future self who has become a Master with poise, harmony, focus, determination, confidence, strength, patience, tolerance, abundance, vigor, bliss, and listening. Og told me all week that I will be a master of my emotions. This has shown me some interesting moments where the values I just mentioned were truly challenged…my future self stepped in and I felt my way through the contrast with a wonderful outcome. It was just a great experience seeing myself grow right before my own eyes. Wake Up Call! There has been much needed silence in my life this week toying with thoughts, pondering ideas, overcoming obstacles, arising new cognitions, while steadily sitting in my focus enviroment. I feel more lined up than I was last week and really have been in quiet some time now. Even more so, I appreciate that I am not anywhere close to how lined up I will be as my future self. Love has also been a key observation that I recognized more in my life this week. Its more of a feeling of love for humanity and appreciation for beings in my life.
I feel good.